“…he and Billy were
dealing with similar crises in similar ways. They had both found life
meaningless, partly because of what they had seen in war. Rosewater, for
instance, had shot a 14 yr old fireman, mistaking him for a German soldier. So it
goes. And Billy had seen the greatest massacre in European history, which was
the fire-bombing of Dresden. So it goes.
So
they were trying to re-invent themselves and their universe. Science fiction
was a big help”
–pg. 128
In this passage, we learn that
Billy and Rosewater have both been permanently damaged by their individual
experiences in the war. Both of which are characterized the loss of innocent
life and the overwhelming guilt that the two men feel as a result. The outside
world becomes a constant reminder of the traumatic incidents they both
experienced in their pasts. So, the two soldiers turn to reading Science
Fiction novels, specifically those written by Kilgore Trout, who even becomes
Billy’s “favorite living author,” to psychologically distance themselves from
the realities of the real world. By immersing themselves in a different world
with different people, places, physics, laws, and lives, they are able to block
out the facets of ordinary life that remind them of the horrors that the world
is capable of, especially in war. This shows some encouraging resolve in Billy,
who uses his Trout novels to “re-invent (himself) and (his) universe” instead
of simply succumbing to the misery of his Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
Reading science fiction is a “big help” in this regard for Billy as he tries to
live a post-war life that he and Rosewater both consider to be utterly
pointless.
It is also important to note that
the phrase “So it goes” follows the description of both men’s most horrific
moments in the war. This phrase summarizes the powerless feeling and eventual
resignation that Billy and Rosewater experience in the wake of such lasting
emotional trauma.
Is Billy’s constant “time-travelling”
throughout the plot an attempt to use Science Fiction themes in order to “re-invent
himself and his universe” as he tries to cope with civilian life, or is he
simply powerless to these shifts in time as the phrase “so it goes” would
imply?
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